I hate to say it, but I'm really not evolving! if anything I'm only digressing, i really don't know! things are seeming so pointless! it always happens that change(or rather try to) at the precipice and ONLY at the precipice! i start neglecting things until they get almost out of hand, and suddenly wake up.. there has to be a way out.. i know physical fitness will help, but i somehow cant get myself to do stuff these days.. earlier i felt in sync when i met great guys.. now i feel much too awed.. almost like I'm lacking some confidence.. i mumble, i jumble and i mess things up. but nevertheless, i think THIS is the precipice, and this is where the changing should start!
The alarm bells are more than ringing, and what i left in the middle, i ought to go and complete.. let me take hold of my life, and then lets see what tone i will assume for my next blog, probably in a few months.. in the meanwhile, ill be continuing only the photography and perhaps write sometimes, but largely my online activity will be at a minimum..
